简讯，果然是个很好表达感受通道，至少在你心酸的时候，对方是看不到的。。。
有些时候，你好想表现若无其事，但又无法隐藏面上的悲伤，无法忍着泪水时，简讯就是一个非常有用的沟通管道。。。
不知道你们是否曾用过这种方式，来避免让人感受你当时的真实感受呢？我就非常习惯性地在难过和生气的时候，用简讯来与人沟通。。哈哈。。。这样的话，我就能在泪水流下的时候，还能大出哈哈这个象声次了。。。也能在气得半死的时候，嘻嘻哈哈的与对方谈天。。。
可是，这样健康吗？嘻。。。
hi everyone, how do u do?hehe…
recently i cant control myself from putting choc into my mouth..y?~
haha…cos i got quite a number of choc in the fridge lo…haih…y i have so many choc ler, cos i bought it from Langkawi..wakaka…the chocs are so low in price there, if i did not buy any from there, i will feel very guilty and regret…to avoid this, i have to buy lo…haha…wat a stupid reason…hehe…
well, the choc i bought mainly is dark choc..yeah…i like dark choc…the more bitter, the more i like…n i bought tiramisu dark choc oso…n mint dark choc…wahaha….and oso a pure dark choc..which i found it is very nice…yum yum…i just unwrap the pure dark choc last nite, n this is the first time i ate a true bitter choc…wow…i cant resist it..ahha…
oh ya, forgot sth, to my fren yinni, the choc u sent me oso very nice…thanks a lot…tiramisu oso one of the flavor i like the most..haha…if i got chance to go europe, hope we got the chance to taste the true pure choc ya..hehe…
back to my blog…well, mayb there are still a lot of choc that i never try before, but i am still very happy ~ yeah..choc made me happy, and i can temporary forget about the pressure and unhappy thing that surrounded me…yo yo~~haha…ok la..stop crapping in this sunday morning d…hehe…
i must work hard and save money, so i can pay a visit to chocolate factory in "Country of Origin of Chocolate" … -.-"
问：到底怎样才能让一个男子喜欢上一个女子？
答：如果是喜欢的，第一眼见到就会喜欢了。。。
刚才，看了部戏，原来一个男子不离不弃的守护着女子，不管那女子当时是开心还是伤心。。。不管她是不是因为他开心，还是因为别的男子伤心。。。那个女子都会被感动。。。结果那个女子就跟那个男子开始了他们的爱情故事。。。
可是关了电脑，回到现实，我才发现那只是别人的爱情故事。。。
有时侯，会觉得女子有点傻。。。默默的把自己的感受埋藏在心里深处，害怕把感受说出口后，会破坏原有的温馨。。。以为静静的守候，有一天就会看见成果。。。但是事实却非如此。。。她们并没有等到期待的答案，却换来伤心和愤怒。。。
最近，觉得自己开始变笨了，没有自制能力。。。心不在焉。。。不过幸运的是，我的工作还能暂时留住我的心。。。好让它不再到处流浪。。。
因为太执着，所以每天都很累。。。太多事情，只有自己知道。。不是不想找人分担，但讲了，也许别人也不明白。。。哈哈。。。
自己都不清楚的残局，又如何表达呢？写到这里，别说你们，连我自己都不知道我要说什么。。。哈哈。。。
一个男的，很自私的男人，因为自己私人理由，一次又一次牺牲了自己的感情。。。这对男子来说，是家常便饭，所以不要紧。。。但他也牺牲了一个女子的感情。。。也把一个女子的发言与选择权给剥夺了。。。
我相信现实中也有类似的事发生吧。。。难怪会有人说，跟你长想思守的人，不是你最喜欢的人。。。
时间好快哦。。。圣诞节转眼间就来到了眼前。。。先祝大家圣诞快乐。。。哈哈。。。
这意味着２００６年来到了尾声，今年对我来说，是人生的转折点，好的事很多，但一件不愉快的事件，却让我到了今时今日还会不寒而溧。。。
今年我毕业咯。。。这是我人生舞台上一件很值得骄傲的事，虽然成绩不怎么样，但我还是成功戴上那四方帽子。。。哈哈。。。那时候，虽然没家人在身边，但我有他帮我见证了这纪念性的一刻。。。
我算是很幸运的一族，刚念完书就找到了我人生的第一份工，虽然工作上我还是会抱怨，但我还是撑了九个月，是间小规模的公司，我还是学了不少东西，对我将来肯定有用的；）
２００６年，我买了一辆小轿车给自己，是真的很小啦，但也足以让我四处跑了。。。所以我还是很爱它，哈哈。。。这是我二十多年来，买的东西当中，价钱最高的了。。。还需要用几年来还清那＇债务＇。。。这让我年纪轻轻就开始负债咯。。。；（
八月份，是我第一次站在选美的舞台哦。。。这可是我一生都不会忘记的一刻。。。这是个非一般的选美，你不需要拥有天使的面孔，也不用傲人的身材，只要你有非一般的毅力，对自己有十足的信心，你就有机会蹬上这舞台，冠上美丽健康自然的荣誉。。。这选美的活动并没有想象般容易哦。。我们可是用了三个月，努力锐变自己成为美丽蝴蝶的哦。。。怎么锐变？当然是用有机排毒，自然疗法咯。。。哈哈。。。我非常幸运，在众百人中，成功挤入四十强，有机会参加美丽乐公司的一星期集训。。。在这一个礼拜，我赢了不少友谊，所以虽然我没的得到有机天使的荣誉，我还是赢了很多的人。。。这可是一个美丽的回忆，我要谢谢美丽乐，给我们这些平凡的女子，有机会攀上美丽舞台。。。让不可能变成可能。。。哈哈。。。普通的选美，比赛前已是大美女，我们这批有机天使却在选美后，慢慢变成美丽很真的有机美女！！哈哈。。。
有开心的事，当然也会有不开心的事咯，所谓人生如戏嘛～我与他相遇于斯里阿曼，当时大家是美里排球队。。。那时也不算很熟的朋友，但很快的，我们就在今年头开始了一段情。。。但这段故事并不长命，只维持了半年。。。日子虽短，却那么刻骨铭心。。。它让我体验了人心的可怕。。。哎。。。一段感情说变时，管它开始时有多美丽，也是骗人的。。。结束的前一个月，恶梦的开始。。。到了今时今日，我想起来，都觉得心酸。。。真是不堪回首。。。
但也因为这段故事，我明白了很多道理，我也不再把自己的前途封锁起来。。。也因为这件事，我深深了解到一个同步伐的人，才能陪你走得更远。。。
好了。。。这些都是我２００６故事。。。比起最近的南马大灾难，不算什么，却改些了我平凡的人生。。。
YooHoO..Friday again…n Christmas is coming…wow…la la la…now i am on holiday mood d…and i think this is the cause that made me park the wrong parking space yesterday (-.-)"…wahaha…yesterday when i parked my car, i felt a bit weird, cos the car beside me is not the 1 shud be there…
but i din realize that i parked the wrong 1, until this morning, when i was going to get my car n came to work, my own parking space was empty…n i was shocked, i nearly called up my parents to ask them y drove my car out. then suddenly i saw a tiny kelisa not far away from my parking space, i mar go thru the no plate, oh my god, that was my car…haha…wat a stupid blur lady…haha…then i smile all the way to get my car…like crazy gal..haha…
n now…12.30pm d lo…lunch time is coming, yeah…
but i am fasting, so not eating, hehe..today is my last day fasting d lo…haha…yeah..i fast for two weeks d..haha…break my own record (12 days) hehe…
this is some update bt me…c ya…;)
I am here again, hehe…got some comments from a fren far from Malaysia,very very happy..haha…wanna thanks her for dropping comments in my blog, haha..and wish her best of luck in her job application..tell u wat, she is future doctor ler, so proud of her..haha…
I am again curi ayam a while, today i got no mood at all for work, y? becos of the stupid headache la, sien~~whole day pain 1 wor, make me cant concentrate on my work althou how i push myself to the stack of documents..haha…at first wanna ciaoz after lunch 1, but becos i believe i can ngai dou 6pm, so just stay lo..hehe…
nothing special happen today la..just on dreaming mode nia..not able to do anything with full concentration, made me sien whole day…haha..how i wish i am now on my bed, wakaka…
hope my headache can recover faster, and hope tomolo i will be very ‘llong ma jing shen’
haha…
wah…it has been quite a while i did not update my blog here d lo..hehe…to my frens, i am veli veli fine in kl, fine in everything, in work, my life…everything is good, thou my love life is still blank, but who cares…hehe..enjoy life with my buddies, my single life, my 9-6 working life…yo ho…
but this does not mean that i wanna settle down just working for ppl…hehe…i wanna work hard for freedom~~~ (scream without action = failure) haha…
hmm..just finished my lunch, n i am alone in the office,so just curi ayam a while for blogging, keke…i hope my everydays will happy like now…althou i am still struggling in my own career…but i will work hard to make my dream come true…haha…
2007 is coming, n a big big big day is on its way oso,…haha…year 2006 for me is not a very good year…i had experience a very sad incident, but this incident had made me grown up, so if think positively i need to be grateful that i met such a person who gave me this kind of experience, else my thinking will still like a little kid..wuahaha…
gonna clean up table n start work lu…
for my parents: thou they wont see this, but i hope they jaga their health lo…hehe…hope they will healthy always…hehe
for my sis: all the best in ur work and everything will be solved at the end, so dun pressure urself too much
for my bro: all the best in ur career life…hope u wil learn to save money for your future, keke…
for yinni: thou i am not by ur side during ur hard time in final year, but my support is always with u. n i believe syah is taking very good care of u too..haha…
for saifai: so glad that our frenship never lose to long period of time, n looking forward our dinner this friday.
for puiling: so happy that u r enjoying ur current working life, n hope u r happy everydays, n dun forget i will by urside whenever u need a fren.
for sh and janice: kno u guys facing some down time in work, but smiles always n i believe luck will see u and come to you soon…haha…take care
for ____: take good care of urself and dun always stay up too late ya…remember to drink water always since u always lack of sleep, wakaka…else u will get old very fast 
ok… hope u all will c my words to u guys la..haha..work lo…bye
This is the song i like a lot recently, not only the music, and also the lyrics, i feel that the lyrics is reali meaningful, haha..but it does not mean that i am in this situation la…hehe..just wanna share wit you guys about this song nia..keke…
作詞：徐若瑄 作曲：周杰倫
我是一條沒有人養的魚 揹著自由面無表情 彩色眼睛 受傷的心 只有看到黑白的你 我像一條沒有人養的魚 我的悲傷你不在意 說過的話 飄過臉頰 我無法揮去一切重新再來
＊捨不得我為什麼說再見 能不能收回我說的每一句話 捨不得我為什麼不忘記 做一條快樂美人魚 (Rap)
你的溫柔總是來了又去 我的孤單（不稀罕同情） 你的電話 忍住不打 我不想變成習慣 等你回來
