刚刚做了一个小测验，原来我的幼稚度还蛮高的，竟然到达６０％ 真不敢相信。。。哈哈。。。而我的实际心理年龄却只有１９岁哪 真不知道该高兴还是伤心。。。
忽然间，我想到一句话。。。为了让一个人开心，善意的谎言是有必要的。。。顿时我冷了下来，为什么会这样的呢？难道我真如那心理测验般说那么无知，竟然永远都不觉得身边的人会骗我。。。哈。。。
我说过我很讨厌别人欺骗我，这么说来我应该很讨厌他。。。但我没有，因为我不想少了个朋友，又折磨自己。。。嗯。。。如果真是如此，我也有成熟的一面吧。。哈哈。。。（安慰自己）-.-"
哇～舒服多了～～
eh，快放工咯。。无惊无险又一天。。。准备闪人。。。哈哈。。。
just made a call to customer, and made me reali reali angry of him la…but now calm down d…
the case is like this, his order has reached in warehouse, but due to some matter that havent settled, he asked us to hold the shipment…then i told him that there mayb a warehouse charge lo..and he keep on saying is our responsible to take care of this, never gimme chance to tok, so i oso keep on telling him that it was not our warehouse, and we wil not be able to take the responsibility…
becos he din gimme chance to tok, so when i tok and he wanna interrupt, i din stop to hear, i know this is not a good way, but if i stop and let him say, i will not have the chance to tok to him liao…then do u guys kno wat happened? he said: i dun want to tok liao. then hung up … …
wah…that time i lagi bu suang, so i call back, n cant get thru…wat a small gas person, i wonder…after few trial, i get him, and said it is not good to do that, and told him the prob will not settle even if you dun want to tok to me..
never met this kind of rude ppl b4, but it is good to meet oso, cos i learnt sth, hehe…
time flies reali fast lo, today oledi the last day of oct…wat hav i done in the past 10 months, hmmm…no wor..i think no lo…the only thing i feel lucky is that i found a job rite after i finished my study…haha…
just read one of my ‘ji mui’ — mei nu hui blog, found that she is a bit pity, hafta work in the middle of the nite while most ppl were sleeping…hehe…but no choice for as this is her job…so be tough gal, u will soon earn a happier and more comfortable life… 
i feel so happy that i still be able to tok to my frens thru msn while working, as when i was down o facing any prob, i still gain their support…if not, i think i will collapse faster, haha…recently out of sudden, i feel like go back to study life, but cannot make it cos i cant support the tuition fees myself haha…so just dream first…who knows i make it one day…hehe…
sometimes i reali feel bored of my work lo, not becos of the tasks given, there are some reasons la..and wat i feel bad is that i need to drag myself to work every morning, this is the toughest part,haha…but when think the other way, if i could not face these kind probs, i think i will have the same probs even in others working environment…
i reali hope to have a longer holidays to think wat future i want…do i reali like to be wat i am now…aduh…hard to answer lo…hehe…no matter how, i will still try my best to enjoy my work…hope 2007 will be better for me…hiak hiak hiak..
and for all my frens out there, gambateh ya!!! ^_^
现在是４点１５分。。还有１个小时多才放工。。。忽然觉得想写点东西就来了这里。。哈哈。。。
最近不晓得搞什么的，头痛了几天，颈相又紧紧的。。。这是不是身体发出的紧急信号呢？还是断毒的反应呢？我可不知道了。。。但这不是我想说的。。。哈哈。。。
上个礼拜，发生了点事，让我发现，有些人是那么的现实，也让我明白到这些人并不值得我去挂念，也不值得我再为他伤心。。。希望这次我是真的放下了 ＝＞
在这段难熬的日子，多亏有你们。。。我的朋友们，哈哈。。。
可是有一个人，可是不能忘记谢的，哈哈。。。谢谢他的耳朵无时无刻都为我standby，听我哭诉，谢谢他的嘴巴，开导我。。嘻嘻。。。谢谢他的冷笑话，让我破涕为笑。。就是因为他那么够朋友，所以我想在这里提一提。。。哈哈。。。谢谢你咯！！！
忽然之间，觉得爱情甜蜜的反面竟然是魔鬼。。。两个人的相遇可以是很美好，很值得回忆，全因大家都不能猜测他们的将来会是怎样。。。所以在一段恋情即将开始的那一刻是最甜蜜的。。。相处下来，慢慢的可能其中一方就会开始发现他的另一半种种的不是，意见不合的次数也相对的增加。。。为什么一段有着美好开始的爱情，最后会落得不堪回首的记忆呢？过去总觉得背叛只会出现在电影里，这想法原来是那么的天真。。。独处的时候，昔日的一切反复的在脑海里重演，侵蚀着那还没愈合的伤口。。。这个时候，时间和回忆，到底谁会打胜战呢？
Source: The Sun Dated 05.10.2006
Author: Jeanine Liew
Sth that u shud know:
1. UV rays presents even on cloudy day. UV rays is the strongest bet 10am to 2pm
2. UV rays divided into: UVA & UVB; UVB cause blistering sun burn but once u get into the car, it’s cut off. UVA rays can pierce thru windows so we are still vulnerable to skin cancer, sun spot and wrinkle.
3. SPF = Sun protection factor, which means how long a product will protect us before we start sizzling. Eg: if our skin starts to burn after 20 minutes without protection, multiply 20 mins with SPF, says 15, u will safe for 300 mins. But this is not enuf as SPF only measures UVB protection, not UVA
4. To ensure maximum protection, shop for a sunscreen containing any of these ingredients: avobenzone (Parsol 1789), titanium dioxide, zinc oxide, mexoryl SX or PA+ which measures protection from UVA radiation.
5. Apply sunscreen 20 mins before go into sun.Sunblock shud b the last thing we apply after moisturizer.
6. Dun try to be mathematician, SPF will not add up.
7. A painful burn can continue developing for 12 to 24 hours after the initial damages take place. to fight the ‘fire’ within your body, cool iy down with a cold compress. Several ice cubes wrapped in a piece of cloth will do nicely. keep this up for few hours until yoru skin cool down.fresh aloe vera also helps cool the skin and does not trap heat the way creams and lotions do.
8.the best form of sun protection is sunscreen. do not count on cloths to shield you from the sun. the best practice is to apply sunscreen all over your body b4 getting dressed.
9. good sun glasses do more than make you look like a trendy-wendy. they absorb UVA rays and block radiation that can irritate, dry out and burn eyes. eyebalss can get sunburnt too. sunglasses that wrap your face all the way to the temples offer better protection as they also shield the yes from the side.
10. Skin on lips doesnt have natural sun protection. so make sure your protect your smakers with a SPF-rich lips balm. Hairsprays too come with sunscreen.
11. A good pair of driving gloves protects the hands from wrinkles and sun spots.
Hope these useful to all of you. wish you guys have fun under the sun without getting aged skin. haha…
i have been waiting for the yesterday since last week, cos there will be a hip hop class in california fitness centre. hehe…
then after work, i tak sabar sabar drive to mid valley…after change then straight away wait outside the studio, hehe…by the time i was there, i can see many ppl waiting as well liao, some of them looks very pro, but some of them oso looked blur blur like me n my sis…haha…
it was a big class, many many people until when dancing, we cant swing our hand too hard…cos scare tertumbuk ppl face..keke…hmmm..the instructor quite good looking la, n fair oso..hehe…omg~~’li ti’…haha…
while dancing, frankly, i cant reali follow the steps la…lol…cos very fast and i am a bit lagging, and when the step is wrong, all mess up..haha…and i found out that fatter ppl can dance better lo..their body movement is so nice…hmmm…quite ‘xian mu’…(of their dance, not body) keke…
there is still a lot of dance class coming up, haha…belly dance…latino salsa…latino jam, step move…wah….
i have use to listen to MY fm every morning,firstly becos i like the two DJs (lam tak weng and ngan mei yan),secondly is because i like a session which is on air at about 8.15pm, its name is "皇宫灿烂"…cos this is a very creative style of expressing the view on some isu isu semasa…haha…
this program actuali is a conversation between the emperor and his follower. they always discuss about the issue on newspaper. and today they discussing bt a statement, i forgot which ‘dua liap lang’ says this liao la.. he said when the maids wake up early in the morning (when the sky still dark) to do house work, is actuali risky, cos they may create the chance for robbery 2 happen…(is this imply that maid shud start work later?)
so after the program, the DJs mar discuss on this further lo…their comments:
1. does this mean that for those leave house when the sky is dark to avoid traffic jam, they can work later?
2. does this mean that they (DJs) can on air later than usual (6am)?
3. some students oso leave house earlier for class, does this means the class starting time shud be make it to 10am?
haha….1 more things, nowadays, the robbers, kidnappers or even rappers are doing their job no matter sky is dark o bright, then we mar not need to go work o go class?!!! =p
these are wat i remember from their conversation la…wat they said r true…wat u guys think?
hehe…
finally i voice out the things that keep on bothering me recently, i cant say i am totally alrite, but at least i am more release than b4…:)
n now, i wanna share my experience during my first time visit to a famous fitness centre in klang valley…i feel quite lucky, cos i got a 1 month VIP pass, so i told myself that i have to use the facilities to the fullest, hiak hiak hiak…
but today when me n my sister went in the fitness centre, we met some1 who r not qualify at all in customer service…first thing to do was to fill in a form, and a fitness consultant came to serve us…well, the main content of this blog came, the conclusion i can made is that the consultant is totally failed in her customer service knowledge…
y i said that? becos, firstly she asked us bt our career, n well after i answered that i am a sales engineer, she asked me wat am i major in, so i ans as well… then she told me that her fren working in petronas at a starting pay of 2000++, n asked is this the "market price". i said yeah, graduate engineer normally get bt 2k and c which company u got, next she continued to ask, do u mean urs is higher? well i said, mine is not that case…after that my sis asked her bt career in this fitness field for some advice, then she acted that she know a lot, n started giving lecture: ohhh..u r from IT, i think if u join big IT company ur future will be brighter…n tell us that working in s’pore is a very good exposure oso, haha..then story continued, she told us, after she graduated she worked as a supervisor in S’pore, n she asked us: "after i came back m’sia, u guess who am i?" then both of us (me n my sis) become (-.-)" cos we dun understand what she tried to get from us, so i asked without a second thought : what u mean by who am i? (ark ark ark…cold) her ans is: when she back from s’pore after 6 months worked as supervisor in restaurant, she get an assistant manager position in malaysia…OHHH…this is wat she trying to SHOW la…
next she asked us, did u 2 eat supper?well i said nope..then she act "lek" (smart in cantonese) again, say found that got tummy…hahaha…let me tell u guys, when i heard bt this comment, i took a quick glance at her lower body and found that her butt is quite big oso…omg~~~ she is not qualify to give us any professional advice la…
mayb u will think that she is trying to chit chat wit us, be frenly to us, but u will never kno if u were not there…her face expression during the whole conversation is like she is questioning us,…no smile on face, serious n asking bt sth P&C!!!
aiyo, y got such ppl 1? and after she finished printing our member pass, she leave the cards on the table and turn to another customer, without bringing us around and brief us…walau eh…wat service is this? shit!!!
ok…this is wat we experience when activated the membership…
in the evening, when we went for work out in the centre, we found that all the fitness consultants was chit chating around, n never come to us to offer any help when we try to us the machine there, n end up, a member of the fitness centre brief me which to use… -__-|
BUT…all these did not turn us down, cos our membership is FREE (mayb this is the reason y we got this service)…so "guan ta la"…hehe…
Ooops… 10 sth d, gonna sleep… (‘@@’) zzzZZZzzzZZZ nity nitezzz…
啊～～～为什么？！！！为什么周围的每一样东西都会让我想起你？我已经受不了了。。。
我已经把你逐出心房了。。。你干嘛还赖死不走呢？
难道是我没把以前的记忆清除干净？我不想每天都活在回忆的阴影里。。。我已经很努力了。。。但到了一个月后的今天，我还是被回忆打败了。。。我输给了自己的情绪，眼前开始模糊。。。
可能时间是最好的药方，但我不想等时间了，我要超越时间，我不耐烦了。。。好讨厌哦。。。
我想现在我需要上的一堂课就是放下。。。
我一定要在这堂课上得到证书！
